Are You Really Awake To Life? (How To Stop “Sleepwalking” and Sneaky Negative Thoughts)

woman in pyjamas sleepwalking through a cafeteria to show lack of conscious living and mindfulness
Image by Engin Akyurt from Pixabay

You’ve heard about people who can sleep with their eyes open? Amazing, right? What about people who sleepwalk and do activities such as brush their teeth or make a sandwich while they’re still asleep? Well…there’s another kind of sleep walking that’s more common, and more dangerous: Going through life unconsciously. Is this you?

I’m talking about that autopilot, dismissal of the present (while daydreaming of the future) or apathetic “I just wanna get through the day/week/month” type of sleepwalking.

And perhaps more dangerous – if used as an excuse for not using our own will and efforts – is a popular mantra “What is meant to be, will be”.

At times, I haven’t even been aware of living on autopilot. Now that I am, it’s a whole new world. (Thank you, Prem.)

The Urgency of Living Consciously

Average age of death in U.S.: 78.54 years. If you are lucky and live to be 80, you will have lived 29,200 days. How many days have you used up so far?

It’s time to wake up to the incredible gift and treasure that YOUR life is – each and every day!

How Are You Being? (BE before you DO)

People often ask “How are you doing?” That’s nice. Truly. But we focus so much on what we are doing and less on how we are feeling – how we are being.

Our inner lives ultimately reflect our outer lives. We think before we create.

What we put into the world – we get back. Ultimately, giving is getting.

Lara Palafox

A lot of advice is given on how to use our thoughts, and imagination on creating what we want to manifest materially in the world. Yet, if we don’t focus on our inner lives and being happy within, what good is all that we manifest materially?

If our being is happy, then our doing becomes a joyful reflection of that, and what we feel drawn to do and accomplish is driven by our hearts.

When we do what we truly love, work becomes play, we enjoy and become better at what we do, and material rewards will come to say “Thank you”.

What we put into the world – we get back. Ultimately, giving is getting…

What are you giving yourself?

Are You Conscious of Your Thoughts?

I love a bumper sticker I’ve seen on a car. It read: “Don’t believe everything you think.”

It’s a great reminder of how thoughts and ideas – are just that. Not absolute laws set in stone. Not necessarily the Truth.

Things come to mind based on so many variables in our experiences. And our experiences and observations are subjective and selective. And we believe what we think.

Being conscious of our thoughts means being aware of their transient nature and the fallibility of them.

It’s like being a passenger in a vehicle and only looking out the window on your side. What are we missing out on seeing from the window on the other side? Even if I turn my head to look out the other side, I’m now missing what was on my side. We just can’t see and know everything.

But what we DO know is that we have all of these thoughts in our heads, and we can decide what we choose to think. If our thoughts are limiting and don’t bring us a joyful life – we can get new ones! Try looking out of the other car window…

Why not think in a way that elevates your life and those around you?

Elevating Conscious Thoughts

The words in our heads are either loving or negative. What percentage of your “self-talk” is positive and what percentage is negative?

You may not even be aware of the amount of negative, limiting or counter-productive thoughts in your head every day.

Once you start observing your thoughts, don’t get stressed over trying to get rid of all of the negative thoughts – they are sneaky, and will creep in from time to time despite your best efforts. However, you can recognize the most pervasive negative thoughts and practice replacing them with postitive ones.

Example 1: “Oh, that was so dumb” Replace with: “Oh, that’s funny/interesting/different!”

Example 2: “I keep trying and I just can’t…” Replace with: “Ah, how strong of me to keep putting effort towards what I want. Let’s try a new approach.”

Example 3: “I hate (…) about myself.” Replace with: “I’m the most beautiful/excellent/amazing/perfect me there has ever been or ever will be.”

Another way to deal with a negative thought: Stand up to it! Remember, you’re the boss. Say “Hey! What are you doing in my head? You’re a negative thought and I’m only hiring positive ones. Sorry. Bye bye.”

What Is “Should”? (A Sneaky Saboteur)

I try to catch myself when I say things like “I should be doing this” or “I should be doing that”…

Why is “should” negative? Because it’s reprimanding yourself for things you’re not doing but think they are the “correct” things to do – according to your own intellectual reasoning or according to what you’ve been told by others.

The problem is that this creates a negative tension within you (a push to do something and at the same time a pull away from doing it). You’re fighting yourself internally.

Sometimes “should” can also be a placebo – a pill that has no intrinsic potency, but may psychologically dull your pain. (Or if you berate yourself, it could be akin to self-flagellation…but I digress.)

The trick is that you feel a little better by acknowledging that you know something that would be good/useful/prudent to do. The catch is that, at the same time, you’re not actually doing anything to produce a good/useful/prudent result.

The solution is to eliminate “should”.

First decide, being absolutely honest with yourself, if you really want to do a thing or not. If the answer is “Yes”, then look at what the obstacle is. Is it fear? A feeling of being overwhelmed or tired? Getting to the root of the issue means that you can now take steps to overcome it.

For example, you think: “I really should get to the gym” but you don’t go. Perhaps the issue is really that you feel you will be judged by others at the gym because you’re carrying some extra pounds.

Now, you can first decide if you really want to lose weight… Many people are actually quite happy with a few pounds more then the media says is attractive (if you need to lose pounds for health – that’s another issue). Don’t pressure yourself. Enjoy your choice!

However, if you do want to lose weight but feel shy going to the gym, think of ways to counteract that, so you can achieve what you want:

– You could go to a gym at off-peak hours.

– Start with exercise videos at home until you feel more comfortable and the urge to expand your exercise becomes greater than your fear of what you think people will think. (A lot of people will be thinking “Good for you!”)

– Or you could start with swim/aquatic classes so your body is submerged during the class (so you feel less exposed)

Capture This Negative Self-Talk And Make It Work For You

What to do when you hear yourself saying “I should…”?

Try saying this instead: “I want to…”

Next, decide how you will: “I will…”

Include “when”. Be specific, not “When I get a chance” (haha). It could be “When I get home tonight”, but a time or time frame is best: At 6 pm or from 6 pm to 7pm.

For those who balk at exact times (some people feel too constrained), you could try looking at a time not as something pinning you down but a date with an activity to empower you, and create a better experience in your life.

If there’s a task that seems daunting, remember that a meal is eaten one bite at a time. Do you sit down to a meal and focus on having a clean plate? Or do you sit down and look forward to enjoying each bite of it? It’s more fun (and better for digestion) to enjoy each bite. Be conscious of each step you take to achieve your goals. Squeeze out every little bit of joy you can find in them.

The same thing with any project/learning/studies/activity you want to do (not ”should” do”). Assign a specific time to take a bite out of that task. Remind yourself that you’re doing the task because you WANT to do it. Keep chipping away regularly and you’ll find that it gets done faster and more happily than expected.

This is how I wrote my first book. What seemed daunting, became a joy as each day I committed to writing a specific number of words – without trying to be perfect or focussing on how far I had to go. I found joy in those moments, in that day.

So we know we want to do something, does it matter why?


If why we’re doing something aligns with adding meaning, joy or love to our lives, then it’s a greater motivator than “Other people do it” or “I don’t know what else to do” etc. Why are you doing the things in life you’re doing?

Being conscious of what you’re doing and why you’re doing it, brings lucidity to your life.

When you become fully awake to life, you may have regrets. Regretting time wasted. Now, some people say you shouldn’t have regrets! Really? There’s that “should” word again! If you have regrets, acknowledge them.

Yes, don’t wallow in regret and waste precious time being miserable in the present. But if regret is seen as simple awareness of how you don’t want to be or don’t want to live your life then it’s actually a valuable insight and motivator.

You know, we do what we do for the reason we give ourselves at the time. When we gain new understanding, we make different choices.

You only know you have today, for sure.

Be awake to each moment of it.

This is a way to feel alive, take control, and bring in more joy!



5 thoughts on “Are You Really Awake To Life? (How To Stop “Sleepwalking” and Sneaky Negative Thoughts)

  1. Reblogged this on Notes and commented:
    “Are You Really Awake to Life? Or Sleepwalking through?” A very interesting question. I believe this so-called “real” life on Earth feels like a dream and in my actual dreams I have felt more “real”. As a proof, I believe after our death, we’d go back to the dream-like reality that we came from. Not just philosophically, but in reality, nothing we do in this temporary life seems lasting beyond the survival of this planet or solar system i.e. billions of years from now or ago. Hence, best of luck living your dream (a.k.a life).


    • Thank you for your interesting comments, Amir! I too have had some very “real” dreams. When I was 13 I had a dream where I existed somewhere else and it was comforting and loving. I was startled awake by what sounded like a shot gun. When I realized I was back here on Earth I couldn’t stop crying because I wanted to go back to where I felt I’d been. It had seemed more vivid, more real…But here we are! And I am glad to be here, and to make the most of this life. Having felt incredible moments, beauty and love, I know that it’s possible to create heaven on Earth for ourselves, and possibly help others. What can I create or enjoy in my experience today? How can I be like the alchemist and change the mundane into the beautiful, the negative into the joyful? For me, this feels right. This is my focus and where I want my (limited) energy to go. Thank you for sharing, my friend. Aloha to you.

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      • Just saw some of your movie demo. You’re quite an actress 🙂 I’d love to see some of your movies if you can recommend me at least one pretty please. Re dream-like world, it is a place where all of us are trying our level best but its like 7 billion kings and queens wanting things “their” way. LOL. I don’t want to change the world (negative or positive) since its already too beautiful naturally. Having lived half of a century in 3 continents, I find your positive perspective on life quite interesting. Do you hold any sort of online video or audio meetups where people come to express themselves? I’d love to join something like that someday. stay blessed and healthy 🙂

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      • Thank you, so much. I enjoy dabbling in the fun pursuits of life! However, I’m not focusing on much else but my twin toddlers (and writing) at the moment! Regarding online video – I will be doing something in the future, when the time is right. I will certainly post about that on the website. Enjoy your half century blessings – and may you feel the beauty of your life every day 😊

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